Envidia~

I have a problem with envy~ Envy....is a horrible thing.

It consumes you, and it infects you like a virus. I'm not going to say that I have never felt envy or jealousy, 'cause it's not true, but with time I have really learned that those feelings are stupid, I've grow up, I don't easily feel that way anymore why? 'cause it's a waste of energy, you got to be happy with your own things and life or you'll never learn to appreciate them!

I have a best friend....she's unbelievably talented. She sings, dances, plays the piano. She can do almost anything that she puts her mind to it, and to top it all off she's really modest, she does all this and she never brags!

I do...on her behalf xD I admire her a lot and a I think that she should be more proud of herself, because she's amazing.

The problem is...I have another friend...we used to be a lot closer that we are now...We've grown apart a bit, because she's very jealous of my best friend. She's used to be Nº 1, everybody loved her, everyone wanted to be like her until this other girl came into the picture...and a lot of people were very obvious about their admiration to her talents.

When this happend....this Other good friend couldn't deal with it. She was nervous, frustrated, and depressed. She used to be apparently the best dancer in her school, and she learned all the coreographys and everybody wanted her to be the leader.....that wasn't happening anymore, not becuase she wasn't good...it's just this other girl was better.

And she was also very obvious about her unhappiness....till this day she's very jealous and doesn't adknowledge any of the things my best friend does, just 'cause she doesn't want to...and it's unfair!

She blames her for things that aren't real....amd she's very childish. She enjoys being the "ruler" the one that everybody needs, and everybody sucks up to her like she was a god or something....

U_U I'm very frustrated with her, I care for her but it's hard to help her or defende her when she acts that way...so I won't u_u

That's all!

Nuevo Gummy~

Nueva plantilla!!!!♥

Me tomo dos dias hacerla :3 aun soy una aprendiz...agradezco al internet porque fue el que me llevo a las 900 paginas de trucos en blogger y como arreglar tal cosa en blogger y bla bla... sin el habria muerto :3

Adoro mi header~ encontre en la imagen buscando cosas...y la adore *o*

Kwon JiYong rocks forever ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Me siento poderosa :3 solo porque logre hacer todo eso~

Las personas que crean esas plantillas....son unos genios hackers que trabajan para el FBI ò.ó

Como Penelope Garcia~ (Obsesionada con Criminal Minds~)

Bueno ya :3 me siento happy

Skins♥ Part II

The second part of my rantings about my favorite show ♥

So I talked about my favorite characters of the first two series, now I'l talk about the third and fourth series (Begins on January 28th!!)

At the beginning, I was a bit aprehensive with the new series...I was excited but melancholic, I adored the other cast so much! It was difficlut for me~ I was glad to see Effy in there 'cause she is one of my favorite of the first generation but, I decided to put her in the third series place 'cause this is where she shines! *o*

So I finally let the 2nd generation cast enter my heart, mainly 'cause teh chemistry of them is similar to the first but yet they're completly different characters, with other storys and none of them remind me of the original cast, so they're not cheap copies...they're original precious gems xDD

The first of the new series that stole my heart was... Elizabeth "Effy" Stonem played by Kaya Scodalario

Cold, misterious and what I believe to be the most beautiful girl in the planet~

In the first series, Effy talked twice...only two times. And she managed to stole the heart of...everyone, she was so different, complex, everybody wanted to figure her out. I can honestly say that I never really understood her...even now. And that's one of the things I like about her, I'm never surprised of what she does...She reminds me of a female version of Tony.

In the second series, Effy is more participant, she talks...and she safes Cassie and Sid's relationship, for that I'm grateful~ she witty and smart and completly perfect.

In the third, she starts as the Queen bee, everything she says and does is cool, and everyone wants to be her friend, but we get to see a more emtional, sensitive Effy. She fells hopelessly in love of a wonderful boy, but she's scared and going through some heavy shit O_O

E4 said this in the first series: "Tony's younger sister Effy is the one person Tony really cares about, but she'll lead him to places he doesn't want to go."

And for the third: "Enigmatic and elusive, Effy’s the queen bee - attractive to all around her, utterly in control of herself and totally independent."

She was the most important person in her brother's life...and he is probably the most important person in hers...She's a constant time bomb of susrpises, good and not so good. But she's my Effy, a beautiful mess...

Kaya is an incredible acctress, she embraced Effy and made a wonderful charachter. She's so young! But still so mature...he's a role model to me I wish I could meet her someday.

The Second Charachter that stole my heart is.... Frederick "Fredie" McClair played by Luke Pasqualino

A sweet, honest skater boy with sparkling eyes and beautiful heart.♥

Lord....the thing is, he's a problem to me, why? 'cause my adoration was (and is) Maxxie....but this guy just took my heart and ran with it, never to be found. I love him u_u he's just too perfect!

From the start he was a nice, sweet boy. He smiled when he saw the girl he loved, and his heart raced very fast everytime she was near and suffered when he saw her with someone else. He's a wonderful friend, and become a wonderful brother (even though his sister is a bitch), he misses his mom every day and he wishes to be a better son. ♥

He's covered with bumps, scrapes, crusts, hematomas and scars, and ... he's still gorgeous.

E4 said: "Freddie Mclair's got bags of potential but no va va vooom"

He's too nice xDD you instantly love him. No matter what, and he's the guy you always go for in the end.

Luke created a beatiful character, the kinda guy I fall in the end...I really want to meet him.

And the last for this series is....Emily Fitch played by Kathryn Prescott

A twin, she's smart, shy and gay.

I liked her from the start, i find her strangely beautiful, i loved her style and her hair♥♥

Little by little she stopped being the shy twin to be the better one xDD It's not that I don't like Katie I do...it just that I had a hard time to likerher....mostly 'cause I warm myself to that pretty redheaded big eyed that is her sister.

She's gay, she's proud of it. And She's wonderful (different from Maxxie the other gay character) She had to deal with the fact of her sexuality and to deal with a posessive controling sister. She unleashed a strong powerful woman and I grow up at the same time as her...

I love her dearly, and she's a part of my heart. ♥

E4 said: "Emily Fitch likes being a twin, but she's crippled by her own shyness and depends on Katie to be the dynamic one"

Well, that thing changed completly, she doesn't need to be shy anymore. She found her person, and she found happiness outside the comfort of beaing a twin. Emily is on her own.

Kathryn become on of my favorite actress, I admire her a lot. She made herself into a superstar just by being herself...I hope she'll have some much more fame in the future~

And that's that! Tha last series for this group...I'm going to miss them a lot too U_U

Skins ♥

I've had like millions favorite tv shows xDD Friends, Buffy, The O.C, Veronica Mars, Supernatural....and they still are a few of my favorite and I still watch them whenever I can and feel like it...

But Skins has touch a different part of me, when I satrt watching it three years ago I never imagined I would fall in love with every part of the show....

The first two series are incredibly important to me, since they are kinda centered in my generation, personally I've never been throught the stuff the first cast went throught but I relate to them deeply, mainly 'cause their lifes weren't this glamorous complicated web of freakiness, they were true teenagers in a world without any parenting figure and with too much freedom....
I loved the first two series and I loved every single character because I could see little tiny parts of me and my friends in them and because I could see myself being with them and being their friend...I think that's one of the reasons that show is so popular, 'cause they're unapologetic of all the things they show on the TV.

The first two series gave me three of my most beloved characters, of all the movies and TV Shows I've seen, those three top the list by a long shot... ">

The first...was Maxxie Oliver played by Mitch Hewer:

Maxxie was gay, and of all the gays I've seen (A lot, since I watche the whole QAF series) he's the BEST one! (a compliment, considering QAF had Brian Kenney ♥)

He could make you laugh, cry, scream, think, belive and jizz in your pants at the same time *o* He was sincere and likeable, happy and a wonderful friend.

He was beautiful and strong and he made me fall in love with him ♥ Maxxie Oliver it's My favorite Character in the series The WHOLE series.... And I miss him! D':

The E4 discribe him: "Magic on his feet and a whiz with his hands, Maxxie can have any boy he wants. And he wants them all."

He was so cool, awesome and great...I love him with my heart and soul♥

Mitch Hewer it's a really good character, it's a plus that he looks like a greek god... but I adore his work with Maxxie...and really eant to watch him doing new things! He worked on Britannia High the "HSM" of England in a way...unfurtunaly it wasn't what I expected u_u
But I'm a supporter of Mitch everywhere I go forever!


The Second one was....Cassandra "Cassie" Ainsworth played by Hannah Murray:

She was an anorexic, insecure, and wonderful girl...She maybe one of the female characters I love the most...

I always love a boy xD always have a crush on a hot guy or adore a romantic one...

Cassie is the equivalent of the romantic boy I adore....she's my crazy gorgeous girl. From the start I knew she was special, a bit "out of this world" and I knew she would be a favorite everwhere. And She was, every "true fan" of this show loved the originality and cookiness of her, all my favorite quotes of the show are mainly said by her!

The E4 discribed her as "An anorexic, self-harming, drug addict with zero self esteem. We never know whether Cassie will die or heroically rise from the ashes but we love her. She's magic."

that thing always made me kinda laugh...kinda cry. To me Caasie is a complex web of crazy emotions all wrapped in a pretty british blonde girl who falls in love to fast to soon and she's hurt too fast and too soon as well...she was friendly, smiley, and smart.

Everybody loved her and I miss her a lot ♥ Hannah Murray is a fantastic acctress, she's so natural and free...To me she's Cassie and I admire her forever. I love Hannah ♥ The third

and last (of the first two series) was....Christopher "Chris" Miles played by Joe Dempsie:

A drug-addict, alcoholic, party animal...and he took a part of my soul when he died.

Yes, he died. But no, not because he snort, drank and smoke everything, he had a medical condition wich result to a brain hemorraghe and he died, and I cried like a child.

He was insane, he truly was unashamed, unapologetic and happy. He loved his friends, loved his older brother, and loved Jal...with every part of him. Both of his episodes were magical, and I adore how free spirited and funny he could be.

I never stop laughing with his flamboyant way of dressing and how he could say the tiniest things and warm my heart...

The e4 said he was "Always game for a laugh, Chris will smoke / screw / rob / snort anything. But nothing stops him getting to psychology class, because nothing gets him going quite like his psychology teacher and secret lover Angie. For Chris, she's out of this world"

I missed his relationship with Angie, it was really cute u_u but I knew they did the right thing od him and Jal together...they belong together. I loved them!!

To me, he's a precious character, and I miss him sometimes the most...'cause I know I'll never get the chance to see "Chris" again.

Joe it's unbelivable, he's SO awesome! I really like him, I was so excited when I saw him on Dr. Who...a shame he died there too xDD He's going to be big...a truly think so ^^

So...that's my memoir of my three beloved characters of the First 2 Series of Skins ♥ I miss you guys with my heart...I wish the three of you the best of lucks!

The Comeback

OMG!
OMG!
OMG!

I'm in love~ he's name is Shim Changmin, and he's a sex god.

At least he's mine *o* ♥♥♥He looks beautiful...I really want to watch this MV

정지훈 (Jeong Ji-hoon/Bi Rain)

Before my true love and adoration Shim Changmin and the Dong Bang Boys existed as a group....

Jeong Ji-Hoon better known as Bi Rain alredy ruled the world...of course he still does but well it's not he's fault that DBSK is the greatest thing that exist, but he's damn close! *o*

Today I saw Ninja Assasin...and I believed, that there are still beautiful things in this world, one of them it's Bi Rain's chest, and arms, and back, and neck, and mouth...and ass (LOL)

GOD! The man is SMOKIN'!! Like....it's not even fair! That someone that HOT is on the screen all covered with blood, and sweat and I'm millions of miles away!! Meaning I can't be near to wipe it off....with my tongue. (Haha xDD)

The movie....is good ^^ If you're into the whole action/massacre/blood kinda movie. The plot is not that great, I mean it's abaut catching the ninjas...and how damn difficult is xD

Rain's character...it's interesting ^^ he's a ninja school dropout? Something like that I guess....but he had a good story, everyone else like Mika wasn't really important.

The plot won't win oscars but if the oscars gave awards to blood and good fights, this movie would smash all the others! Very good action, you're always on the edge of your seat, and in the end that's the idea, believe me you don't go see a movie named "Ninja Assasin" for the dialogue and the locations -.-' you go to see death and fights and losts of body parts! And that's what you get!

In the end I give the movie an 8/10; mostly 'cause Rain is a sexy motherf%·!"^ *drools* and 'cause for genre it's a good action movie ^^

I'm proud of Rain, hopefully he won't get stuck in the "asian-kungfu-karate" type xD

Skins Series 4!

Oh dear lord! It's finally here!!

Bueno...not really here xDD Pero cerca! Solo a un mes para el regreso de la gente mas genial ever....después de my original beutiful cast *o*

E4 ya saco las imagenes del nuevo photoshoot! *o* Son hermosas!

Kaya y Kat se ven espectaculares! Cute y sexy like always ♥ ♥ ♥ y Luke *babea* Dioos! Hermoso~

I MISS MAXXIE! U_U I'm never going to stop loving him....he is my love~ (Changmin don't be jelous you're the ONE xDD)

Esta gente me comprende~ vieron los mega ponques?? *o*
Vieron mi layout? Soy una mujer de ponquecitos....so this it's my heaven! A cupcake shaped cushion <3>


I'm So Happy!

Happy New Year!

Año Nuevo! Vida Nueva!
Esperemos que este año sea mejor que el pasado!
Tengo fé de que así será!
Que Dios Bendiga a Todos los que amo! *o*